December 2009
86 posts
Here's to all the other murderers out there.
I’ll see you all in hell.
Goodbye.
I don’t know if you’ve ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That’s why I’m trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning. If this gets any worse, I might have to go back to the...
Merry Christmas
I hate it.
I hate how we don’t talk anymore.
Most of all, I hate myself.
I hate myself for doing this to you.
I know I’ve said this a lot of times that it has probably lost meaning to you but I’m sorry. I really am. I want to ask you to forgive me but I can’t because I don’t deserve to be forgiven.
Maybe time will heal this.
I’m sorry, maybe I just...
I'm sorry, Tumblr, for ignoring you.
projektchaos:
boxescapee:
But two bottles of gin, two packs of instant ice tea, two bottles of some energy drink, two cans of tuna, a pack of cracecrs, two packs of junk food, two cameras, and finally, three friends, made me realize how much I miss you.
MERRY CHRISTMAS! (in advance)
We miss you too :C please come back…
Maybe. Just maybe. I’m considering that.
Oh, I forgot.
A liter of soda too. Hahahahaha
I'm sorry, Tumblr, for ignoring you.
But two bottles of gin, two packs of instant ice tea, two bottles of some energy drink, two cans of tuna, a pack of crackers, two packs of junk food, two cameras, and finally, three friends, made me realize how much I miss you.
MERRY CHRISTMAS! (in advance)
Peter Pan says fuck.
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The Preschooler
projektchaos:
boxescapee:
Why do we do the things we do?
Why do we act the way we act?
Why do we say the things we say?
Why do we want the things we want?
Why do we feel the way we feel?
Why are we the way we are?
Why?
because that’s us being hoomans?
i don’t want to be human anymore.
It’s hard to admit, my weaknesses can consume me....
I managed to outdo myself this time.
This is pretty messed up.
Situations just keep unwinding themselves lately.
I end up ruining things for myself. But I’m used to that.
It’s my tendency of ruining things for other people that’s fucked up.
Oh god.
I hate it.
To sum it all up, I disgust myself.
I think I need to be exorcised.
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The Preschooler
Why do we do the things we do?
Why do we act the way we act?
Why do we say the things we say?
Why do we want the things we want?
Why do we feel the way we feel?
Why are we the way we are?
Why?
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Bold what is true:
thechocolatebrigade:
1. I woke up in the afternoon today. 2. I have at least three picture frames in my room. 3. My trash can is full. 4. I love snow globes, but I’d never buy one. 5. I use my regular phone more than my cell phone. 6. I’m single, but I don’t want to be. 7. My hair is layered. You can barely tell. 8. I hate the term “best friend,” but I use it anyway. 9. I get along with my mom...
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Perks of Being A Wallflower
I saw this book a few months ago, I think.
I wanted to buy it but I never really had the money. Then when I had the money, it was gone. Luckily, I found a copy a few days ago and I finally bought myself one.
Fxck exams.
I can’t put it down.
It had me at Rocky Horror Picture Show.
:)
“There was a girl who could only live on lemonade. Or her parents were really old...”
– Effy Stonem (Skins, Pop)
Bold what is true:
bumblebiancatrix:
thechocolatebrigade:
Girl Confessions (you can still answer if you’re a guy) [] I wear pink [] I’ve acted slutty [] I’ve dyed my hair [] I’ve had blonde moments [] I’ve danced around in my underwear [] I like(d) the Spice Girls [] I wear makeup [] I’ve snuck out to meet boys/snuck guys in [] I keep(kept) a diary [] I love chocolate [] Chick Flicks make me cry [] I’ve drank...
Bold the bands/artists you like and strike the...
thechocolatebrigade:
All Time Low. Amanda Blank. Angels and Airwaves. Asteroids Galaxy Tour. Augustana. Automatic Loveletter. Bat For Lashes. Bayside. Ben Kweller. Billy Joel. Black Kids. Bo Burnham. Brand New. The Bravery. Bright Eyes. Brighten. Britney Spears. The Cab. Cartel. Chain Gang of 1974. Cobra Starship. Coconut Records. CocoRosie. Cold War Kids. Crystal Castles. A Cursive Memory. Cute...
Reblog if Chuck Palahniuk is one of your favorite...
thechocolatebrigade:
My heart weighs seven million pounds right now.
loveyourchaos:
thesaltwaternight:
(via renegadeprincess)
Alot Of This Make Sense :P
bumblebiancatrix:
nelle381:
jesspanda:
-heyemily:
mythornandmyrose
ChanelXD
If your life had a soundtrack, what would the music be? 1. open your library (iTunes, winamp, media player, Zen, iPod) 2. put it on shuffle 3. press play 4. for every question, type the name of whatever song comes up 5. press the next button to get the answer to the next question 6. don’t lie and try to...
On the death row.
I have dug my own grave.
It’s just up to me which one I jump into.
If there will be any casualties, please please please let it be me, not the people I love. I’d rather kill myself than hurt those who have my heart. Please, Sorrow, we’ve known each other for too long. Take me instead. Please. I want to bury myself alive many feet underneath the ground for doing things to them...
To answer that...
I’m really sorry but I can’t go. I have a prior engagement. :(
Yes. I’m still alive so I guess I am fine. I have Plurked this week. Just not that much. Been too busy/tired from practices, homeworks, and school. Plus, I happen to have lost interest in Plurk a bit. Maybe this Christmas break, I’ll be back to normal. :)
Apparently, spiders spin two kinds of webs, a stick...
A dilemma.
projektchaos:
boxescapee:
Was I ever that oblivious?
Or am I trying to force a square peg in a round hole again?
The line’s too blurry for me. I can’t tell if it’s been crossed.
I never really get people.
Unless they put it out so blatantly.
Would you just come out and say it, please?
I don’t know if that will solve this but it might be a start.
There are some people who are scared of...
If you could tell me anything, ask me anything, what would it be?
A dilemma.
Was I ever that oblivious?
Or am I trying to force a square peg in a round hole again?
The line’s too blurry for me. I can’t tell if it’s been crossed.
I never really get people.
Unless they put it out so blatantly.
Would you just come out and say it, please?
I don’t know if that will solve this but it might be a start.
